Sorry havent written anything. I just havent been much motivated. I get random spurts of motivation that seems to all go into my art. The rest just fizzles away in the damn games on facebook....
Too addictive...
I feel like a 12yr old lately. I mean, my room is covered in animal, band and horsey-art posters and two large bookcases full of books ranging from cute childrens picture books, to vampire books (not twilight). And I have a recent obsession with cute things 0.o
I love bugs and lizards and my awesome betta fish. I love my art and my horse models and wolf blanket.
But none of these things really scream '19 year old girl!'
I dunno, I have issues. And although I do love all my things, and dont want to part with them.. Im getting scared what people will think...
Im having a party soon, and all my friends.. well most my friends.. will be coming, including my ex and people I havent seen in a year... and theyre all 'normal' teenagers who dont obsess over horses and drawing. They obsess over parties, boyfriends/girlfriends, shopping, going out.. 'normal' things!
Im just getting scared that theyll take one look at my room and laugh at me or shun me......
*sigh*
Monday, November 23, 2009
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